It's not easy

I have forever loved being in the HR position. I can basically say that it is my forte, and that I do not have to push myself to becme better because HR work is what I do.

But sometimes, I feel that some people do not share the things I value. Like Recruitment.

It is not easy to work your ass off at night to prepare everything for the next day. It is not easy to judge people without bias and base everything from what you see, hear, think and feel.

Well I'm guess I'm tired of making people invovled -- basically because they don't want to be involved. And no matter how I try to open opportunities for them, they just don't go for it..Or if they promise they would...they eventually don't.

Sad to say, though you believe in them, they don't believe in themselves.
And though you try your best to become someone who can help them, they just don't help themselves.

It's a viscious cycle, really.

You run after them and they run away from you.
They run to you and you eventually feel like you want to run away from them.

But then again, amidst the doubts, fears & frustrations, at the end of the day. You're still who you are..

The Human Resources Head. And you have to live up to what they expect you to do, and what you epect yourself to do..

No matter what it takes...or how your heart breaks.